Got through a very dark trying time in my life. I had to lose nearly everything, in order to face myself. I had to learn to own my demons, before they owned me. Anger controlled me, depression oppressed me. Live fearless. Let go, and get on with it. Smell the rain. Talk hard. Love discernibly. If you knew me a year ago, you will not know me now. I choose to give up the gut wrenching pain, take it to the sky. And don't look back. Because it's gone. And all that's ahead, is what you want it to be. I've spent too much time dwelling on the past, and now that is over.